I went to specialist yesterday, for further checking on the fractured facial bones that i had due to the accident. I was actually quite shock when the doctor read the report to me. It sound serious: i had fractured on 3 parts of my facial bone & ade darah beku under the swollen cheek. Doc said, the fractured bones & swollen will take at least 6 weeks to recover. What worries most was the numb feeling on the right upper jaw. Worst case, numb on the right upper jaw could be permanent coz it maybe due to saraf yg injured (T_T).
My husband was right. I always thought I am OK for anything that would come and happen to me. I always thought I will always be under control. In other word, I actually had underestimated of the affect from that accident. I thought I will take the most 3-days to recover & things will goes back to normal. BUT it is NOT, for this time.
Today is the day~5 after the accident. I've lost 3-kilos in just 5 days, as I can't consume any food. I could only drink hot milk to comfort my hungry feelings. Luckily i love milk. Last night I went through a long sleepless night, thinking over and over again on what the doctor had said. Numb on the right upper jaw could be permanent coz it maybe due to saraf yg injured. It could be permanent? Numb for the whole life? I just couldn't believe. I think and hope there should be anyway for me to be able to fully recover.
I remembered a phrase mentioned by a friend 'Alhamdulillah you are still here di bumi Allah and able to breath the air'. Yes, you are right dear friend. Syukur, Allah still giving me the opportunity to live and serve my duty on this world. Alhamdulillah......
